I had this whole post written out, but when i read it back it sounded a little harsh.
Simply put, the fact you are here on forums asking if you should pursue a life of killing black people for having the nerve to want to EXIST! shows that you are making steps, but have a LONG way to go.
Gangs are stupid.
Violence is something that should not be taken lightly.
You really need some act right. you keep up this life, one day your gonna find out, 'oh dear, im just a 14 year old, and i'm really not as tough as i think i am' as your getting your bumm kicked... itll happen. and its not uncommon. alot of younger guys, think they are immortal. untouchables.. but i assure you, your not pal..