So let me start out by saying, this is sort of a rant.
I'm not the smallest guy in the world, and for a while I was totally okay with that, I was happy with myself. I have always been a real tall guy who sticks out like a sore thumb..and I can get away with being a bit heavy because I am like 6,1 or 2- I honestly have no clue what my weight is, but I know I am over, I just googled it and it says I should be like 197 for my size, and I know I am not that...
My problem arises in the motivation part of the whole weight losing process- I know it is possible, my mother lost like 78lbs on weight watchers about 6 years ago and she has maintained a smaller figure, and I know it's possible- I even know how she did it, I just seem to never stay motivated. My body is very stupid when it comes to this kind of stuff, I can't run or do much excercise because of asthma problems, and if that isn't the case(for a while it hasn;t been) , it's because I get plantar fascitiis(thats probably spelled wrong) and tendonites(thats wrong too) when I run...I have terrible feet. I only eat like 1 meal a day, and I know it's unhealthy but it's fast food because in my house everything healthy that gets bought from the store gets eaten the first couple of days when it's supposed to last a couple of weeks! I live with my overweight grandfather btw, just to claer that up, he eats it all. By the time it's all gone, it's easier and cheaper to just go run up to Burger King and grab something cheap there, to go spend up abunch of money at the store.
I didn't mean that to mostly turn into a rant, but the time with me being happy being overweight has come to a bitter end. I'm in a loop and I can't get out of it. This is why I can't find any motivation. I know what everybody is gonna say stop the fast food, but If there is no fast food, then I don't get any food... thats just how it works.
Thanks for taking the time to read.
