just had to vent some stuff

hey people . . i dont really expect anyone to care about this, or even read this
i just had to set it all out to get it off my chest

i was dating this girl for about 6 months . . i loved her, well i still do i guess, and i thought she loved me
but i had to move to New Zealand and leave her behind
we tried our best to keep in contact, i phoned her all the time and we gave the long distance thing a try
it worked for a really long time
however . . she ended up telling me she couldn't do it and we broke up (but nothing changed)
i still phoned her . . still told her i loved her and she said it back
she still told me i was the only one
and yesterday i found out she was out with this guy that i hate . . and she knows i hate him
he used to threaten me and my friends, if i could do it over again i would have kicked the life out him
but i didnt even find out that she had done it from her . . she still led me on and spoke on the phone like nothing was happening
still told me she loved me
so i asked her if she was out with him . . and she said yes
broke my heart into a million pieces

ya. long distance relationship won't last, no matter what somebody says. the only way they work is if you live somewhat close to them

like my friend and his lady live roughly 3 hours apart but they visit each other every second weekend


there is nothing you can do about it. If you don't want to remain friends with her, just move on. If you want to keep her as a friend, keep in contact but let her know that you consider her a friend and that you have moved on.


She moved on so you should to. Or maybe you have already. If you keep thinking of her and how she broke your heart, your never going to get over it

I had a problem similar to this except I live near my ex. For some reason I can't seem to be able to move on with my life . Although there is a girl i'm interested in but I haven't asked if the feeling is mutual or not. You'll move on to someone better and you'll look back on this and laugh.