Lost love now what

Okay so my GF died last yr and well it was tough because she commited suicide she suffered from bipolar and was depressed and we got into an argument a day before she did it so i always carried it on my shoulders as being my fault. now im not a religous person so i accepted that shes gone for ever but my love for her wont and i want to get out again and start meeting more ppl i need to move on but its hard does anyone have advice?

im sorry but i cant even imagine that kind of burden, the only advice i can give you is that you need to accept that it wasnt you fault, you did nothing worng. but that is easier said than done

it sounds so unbelievable and i guess saying sorry wont do much.
i mean there are times i would joke around if i were to die or if she could * not srsly *
she being my girlfriend and you just made me realize that these type of crazy things happen

you could stay there ur whole life regretting it, but in a way it wouldn't be the right choice to me.
you should get your friends to go out with you and maybe you'll meet someone or they'll bring someone who will bring a friend
to repsect the one you lost since you are not religious think about if she were to be watching you that you don't make excessive mistakes
and bad judgments. you dont have to forget about her but try contain it and move on. dont put too much weight on your back man.

its a hard subject for me to give advice on im sorry i cant relate as much but if you are young * didnt check age*
just know you have a lot of itme to live and another chance to make someone else happy that might need it.

im 18 happened when i was 17 i get what you guys telling me and im trying to get over it and letting ppl know releases the burden only love i got left is bowling as stupid as it seems she always saw me becoming a pro bowler so imma try to make that come true this could help heal me

well go for it man
i think that sounds like a good stepping stone
doesnt sound stupid to me.

hope everything works out for you honestly

thanks means alot to see there is good in this world lol

theres plenty of good left in the world you just need to look for it

very true im to use to california XD

well at least its warm there, it freezing here

i enjoy the cold more because i can put on as much as i like to be warm when its hot i can only take off so much

winter wears out its welcome fast...trust me on that one

as does summer i like a place thats has hot summers cold winters and then normal weather lol